I forgive myself for accepting and
allowing myself for becoming conflicted within and as the point of
explanation – where it's like i am frustrated when and as another
in my remaility demands an explanation of me. Within this – I
forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to BLAME another for
acting as a trigger point for a deeper point within and as myself
that i am not seeing clearly – and I forgive myself for accepting
and allowing myself to go into SPITE as like the fuck you – you're
fucked out flow of blame and spite together as taking a stance of
fighting/war where it's a disagreement in and as word and world
regards here – not realizing – the very basic point of it always
comes back to myself here – and that where there is even the
smallest of movements in me – and i perceive it to be as a result
of another's actions/reactions – there's a point a major point of
self-accountability that requires immediate direction and
self-correction.
I realize that when I experience a
trigger – my reality will continue to pulsate the point untill I
infact substantiate the best self-correction within myself. I
realize this is quite cool in fact and really showcases the equality
and oneness of process in fact here for each and every one because we
are alll here to assist and support one another – wheter we realize
it or not is somewhat irrelevant, because the process of fine tuning
structural alignment as life itself here – is a 24/7 thing and so –
Life is always Unconditional Here – and it's a very grounding
experience in recognizing ourselves all together here – always all
ways as what is our best in the moment response ability.
I forgive myself for accepting and
allowing myself for not realizing and understanding that when I am
demeanding an explanation from another in my reality it generally
reflects a point of misalignment within myself and that my
effectiveness in receiving the support and assist from another as 'me
in another life' results in and as my standing awareness one and
equal – where i am not so demanding and or persuassive per se – I
am simply here and in that the words flow easily – i realize and
understand that when i speak with any sort of charge onto another in
my reality – it creates and permeates a sort of dissonance and war
like construction and constriction of best complimentary
relationships – i realize that there's a tremendous responsibility
to myself and so to all life here – within and as the very standing
awareness of 'oneness and equality' here.
I realize and understand that there's a
process of self-realization that takes place where each one here must
stand alone in and as their self-realization of what it in facts
means to exist all together here Alone One and Equal. I realize
within and as this process – each one here is in the process of
facing face so to speak as all of our faces and that sometimes for a
moment, we require to let go of holding on to certain faces, spaces
and places in order to fine tune the walking of our world here
together as our words within and as the very life itself blueprint
design – oneness and equality.
I realize there are so many dimensions
to ourselves here as life itself in fact as the process structural
alignment here as life birthed from and as the physical. I realize a
way of simply placing perspective on the magnitude of the purity of
the physical here in and as the sound body creation here – is in
and as our word and so to our world regards as the sounds/words are
housed inside and so to outside ourselves as an outflowing expression
of our innerstanding and care taking of who we are in fact here. I
realize this is an extensive process of fine tuning and
re-organization in fact as like each one will always have work to do
so to speak as work is the visible expression of love in fact –
work is life as our ability to respond - and so much so the balance
and harmony to in fact living our best life as the love in and as the
work we do – is the art of play itself here – where as the words
oneness and equality are recognized and substantiated as a
bond/marriage fusion together – so to are the words - “work and
play”.
I forgive myself for accepting and
allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the various
conflicting definitions within and as words – where for example –
a word means one thing to one person and means another thing to
another person – within this – i see realize and understand there
is a sharing process in and as the expression of “explanation” –
where an explanation is in fact the solution as “living words in
fact here” it is the 'who i am statement of accurate account and
detail'. I realize, understand and know there's many ways in which
to share the standing awareness of myself as who I am as the 'living
words in fact here.' I realize the fun within and as the work and
play in showcasing my very best regards as my in the moment – from
moment to moment - statement of accurate detail and accounting –
As Who I am Here.
I realize the word Explanation has much
creative usage – I Realize and understand there is both a positive
and a negative aspect possible within and as “explanation” itself
– I realize, understand and know this to be an individual and
collective process unfolding together at the same time – where
first the process is on self-awareness and unfolding our word and
world regards as what it in fact means to live the, “who I am –
as the Living Words – In Fact Here.” I realize this is an
extensive process of physical work and play and that My very work and
play will be challenged and criticized extensively as this is the
best way to support my continued development as what it means to In
Fact – Work and Play – Here Together.
I forgive myself for accepting and
allowing myself for not realizing how in some moments of my process
of structural ressonance alignment i've fucked with myself by
becomming possessed within and as a physical addiction to energy –
where I resort back into the early genesis of myself within and as an
inferior behavior pattern/system and thus there is a process of
self-correction required in order to actually in fact substantiate my
best growth, development, maturity, expansion and structural
creativity as Who I am Here as the Living Words. I realize so much
so this is once again a matter of word and world regards – and that
after a time – the process of exercising best response ability in
substantiating the creation of substantial change as the very
substance of myself that i substantiate – One bit at a time – as
it is as simple as one breath at a time – one word at a time - the
beauty of course coming in and as the very recognizing and regarding
myself as the world itself here – One and Equal.
I forgive myself for accepting and
allowing myself for being indecisive within me at times in terms of
how i will utilize my words – i forgive myself for accepting and
allowing myself to doubt myself within and as my usage of words. I
realize, understand and know it's a mind fuck of sorts when i become
too fixated on the 'how' of myself here – it's a point of fun and
funny in fact – because it's the very point of knowing the 'flip'
as the 'who i am here as the flip in fact – what it means to rotate
myself in and as my very outlook and perspective and realize the
interconnectiedness...the very in fact multi-dimensional nature of
myself as the 'who I am In Fact Here as the Living Words – as it's
so much so in ReMembering myself here as all the bits/words/parts of
me here that enable the How of Myself here in and as the outflowing
expressions and this is so much so a process of Self-Trust as the How
comes through as the outflowing expression of and as the Inner
Standing of the Who I am in and as Thought, Word and Deed.
To express the above in a similar way
is to recognize that How I am in thought, word and deed is a
reflection of WHO I am within and as my thoughts, words and deeds –
and it's a fun and funny thing because each is here in Compliment as
One and Equal Here to dish out the best Assists and Goals as what it
really means to live life as our best reponsibility here – I am
talk about being the best sport – as all is always fully engaged!
Whether I like the weather or not is so
much so a point of self-honesty in accounting for my likes and my
dislikes and so much so it is a process of learning to like that
which i dislike – which sounds like a strange and peculiar thing
because this requires the humbleness and the humility to stand One
and Equal Here as Life Itself here – and to really know all of
myself here – the good and the bad of everything Here. I mean –
“Investigate all things and keep what is good. This practically
means to really get to know and understand the 'bad' and to actually
walk the self-correction process for real in fact – the very who I
am as a Best Life Creator Here – One and Equal.”
I forgive myself for accepting and
allowing myself to limit myself within and as my usage and standing
awareness of words.
I forgive myself for accepting and
allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the seemingly
infinite possibilities within and as the very limitations of myself
in and as the usage and standing awareness of my words – within
this – I realize, understand and know that it's about – Quality
of my Words – not so much about Quantity – in and as the
simplicity of and as Word and World Expressions here – I realize
the art of simplicity is one and equal with the art of
sophistication. I realize and understand that by saying less –
it's equal and one to saying more. I realize, understand and know
that this is like a basic parenting and patience process we each walk
with ourselves in returning to source so to speak as what it means to
learn and walk for real as one word at a time – as it is one step
at a time – as it is – one breath at a time.
I realize a day is a lifetime and then
sum/some because the day consists always all ways as the sum total of
my sharings/givings as the very what it in fact means to live, Pro
For Giving Here as a Life Broadcaster – Realizing, Understanding
and Knowing that the Life Broadcast, the Playwright In Fact is always
Accounting as It is the very who I am as what it means to live –
Self-Accountability – and So the very process of Me Here in Fact as
the Real ...and Royal 'We' Here is in Fact Always All Ways Expansive
as What is in fact Best for All. This is In Deed the Science as the
Signs of Awe So Me as the who I am as Awesome in Fact Here. My very
living and loving as the harmony infact as the best regards creative
collaboration here of and as the what it means to live the who and
how of Oneness and Equality.
I forgive myself for accepting and
allowing myself for having resisted to see words for the words and
rather shift and shape the words to my particular preferred way of
looking at words. I realize, understand and know words to be
mulitidimensional with a variety of usages, meanings, expressions,
contexts, implications, infererrences, assumptions, conclusions...and
really that 'words' in and of themselves are simply an
extenstion/reflection of physical life substance here – and in
fact are in many ways very/vary maleable and formable and
complimentary.
I forgive myself for accepting and
allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the extensive
nature of words as the inner manifestation of substance in fact here
as our outflowing expressions here as the very physical substance
building blocks here. I reaalize, understand and know the very purity
of essence of my physical substance here ...this physical reality
here – there's a real maleability and flexibility in and as the
very flow that works/plays in compliment with the firmness and
rigiidity of structure. I realize, understand and know this to be an
interesting and fascinating dynamic of life substance in fact here as
it's the marriage in standing awareness of 'oneness and equality'
together here as what it means to bond together in unision as
complimentary support – the very 1+1 equation in fact = basic math
and common sense.
I forgive myself for accepting and
allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the extensive
nature into and as the world as war where there is a fighting for
position and a sort of arguing that transpires as like this battle
for supremacy and how it is rooted within and as conflicting word and
world relationships within and as the very substance of the physical
in fact here.
I realize, understand and know the
tragic comedy of the commons here – as the suppression of common
sense in fact – where there's a propensity to in fact fearing to
stand alone – yet together as all as one as life in fact here –
it's a tragic comedy of sorts because it's in the very questioning
and conflicts that arise where an in fact Panic sets in as an
outflowing justification to worry as like the perpetuated Rush
experience that again is excused as like the addictiion and possesion
to physical energy is a self-consumption activity in fact and it's
ironicaly tragic because it's all too common to not/knot real eyes to
see how we are in fact always all ways fucking ourselves within and
as the positions we hold in relationship to others here when and as
there's a dissonance in structural resonances alignment as 'defense'
or 'offense' because in fact life is not 'sided' as one side or the
other side in fact – no that is the 'art' of war so to speak as
like the very game/sport of war itself here – where it's about
taking and moving from position to position to strategize both a
strong offense and and a strong defense – it's fascinatingly funny
in fact because it's an ongoing play and work – and it continues
untill One Stands Up and Recognizes the Absurd Ridiculousness in a
Way where it becomes an Obvious Assist in Seeing the Point and so to
sharing in the enjoyment of seeing here together clearly and having a
momentary laugh of the release of suppression as like the beast of
burden becoming undone...unwound in fact as like there's nothing left
to hold onto in fact when and as we effectively breathe and let go in
and as the very one moment of change in fact here – the very
constant and continous dance of life itself here – Change. The In
Fact – thought, word and deed – Weather of our Time – The
Experience is Indeed Timeless.
I forgive myself for accepting and
allowing myself for not realizing and understanding the physical
structural resonance alignment in fact as the very word and world
sound equation here as the basic math in and as the marriage/bond of
and as sound itself here as the purity and essence of physicality
here.
I forgive myself for accepting and
allowing myself for deceiving myself in making a believing of things
to be outside of myself, not fully realizing the gravity of my inner
reality as the space and place - water holder of and as my sound body
alignment here – the in fact process of my structural resonance
aligment. I realize, understand and know this is the matter – the
life responsibility to/for physical substance in fact here – my
physical body – the very answer to the question as the 'Why”...flip
side of My...The very in fact Expression of Best Word and World
Regards Here.
I commit myself to continue
working/playing the living/loving of substance itself in fact here as
the very answer and solution to “WHAT” it in Fact Means to Live
as a Self-Responsible Human Being.
I commit myself to showcase the “WHO”
I am as the Living Words Here – as Life In fact Birthed from and as
the Physical.
I commit myself to showcase the “How”
I am In fact Here as the detail and explanation into the Creative
Arts of Myself Here.
I commit myself to sharing my Art Work
and Playwrights as my Best Regards in Standing Awareness of what it
in fact means to live as The AuthorShip Here.
