Day 290 Compassion

I was looking at the word compassion and I wanted to share some considerations about the word compassion and also open up some self forgiveness in relationship to myself and having suppressed the living of the word compassion.

Compassion: come-pass-I-on....Like saying, "Share Me"..."I'm the compass as the way"...."so use me as an example marker guidleline way to see that You too have and hold compassion because compassion is always passed onward"

'Doing whatever it takes to bring forth what's best as equality and oneness here.'

'Moral compass as what is always best for all Life here'

Compassion is treating others the way you would like to be treated as that which is always best for Life.

Compassion results from self intimacy.


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have resisted living compassion in every moment here.

I forgive myself for not realising and understanding that compassion is not possible when possessed within consciousness thought/feeling/emotion

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have neglected compassion in favour of overwhelming justification as self righteous upholding.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have confused compassion with moments of self righteous justifications.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to confuse compassion with overwhelming desire linked to self righteous justification.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to resist humbleness within compassion.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have limited compassion to a nice guy construct.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realise the directive principle within compassion as self trust.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have self sabotaged the ability to see and understand compassion as consequece of holding onto desired self interests.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think that compassion is always the easy thing to do.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realise and understand that real compassion as a moral compass as what is always best for all Life here will test one's structural allignement and integrity as programming design here....and through compassion any accepted and allowed weakness will be exposed and made visible so that change is possible.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to resist the awesomeness of compassion as giving as I would like to receive that which is always best.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have neglected self resposnibility and integrity and dignity as a human being who lives compassion always as living word that is always physical structured sound.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have communication as consequece of disregarding compassion in every moment.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for fearing to live compassion in every moment of self expression.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear judgement as consequence of living compassion.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realising and understanding that I can assist and support myself in transcending all fear with compassion as a means of honouring self trust as the way and the key to self honesty as always equality and oneness.

I realise the awesomeness of compassion.

I realise each word stands alone as the living word.

I realise self responsibility in compassion as the integrity and dignity to do what is always best.


Integrity: integrate it why.....integrate everything as why and how it is best always, so that what is best is always obvious common sense. Can be gritty as laboured awesomeness...job well done...whatever it takes.

Dignity:  Digin-it-y....know why you're digging....like understanding why you're working....working with dignity=clarity in the dark....always finding the way as what is best.


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have suppressed integrity.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have suppressed dignity.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think I know integrity and dignity without really checking myself as integrity and dignity.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have resisted strengthening myself in words as giving life to myself so to speak as living words that can stand the tests of time as what is best.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have resisted examining the meaning within all words so that I can fin and keep what is best and therefore share what is best as living words in practical application.

I forgive myself for accpeting and allowing myself to forget how much I enjoy as in joy I am as a word worker. Like a word smith...lol

I realise the awesomeness of the Jesus message of, 'investigate all things and throw away what is bad and keep what is good'

I realise the signifigance as the sign fragrance as like the signature you can always see with even just a glance of living words

I realise Life in words.

When and as I see myself seeming to be lacking integrity, dignity and compassion,...I stop and breathe....I realise the awesomeness of myself as living words and I realise the ridiculousness of suppressing myself as living words.

When and as I see myself abusing words within myself as backchat consciousness thinking....I stop and breathe...I face the abuse and I specifically forgive myself for accepting and allowing such abuse within myself. I take a moment to look at the ridiculousness of abusing words within  and as consciousness backchat...and I see the ridiculousness of beliieving freedom to exist within consciousness.

Day 289 Slow Down and Laugh

Slow down and take the time to laugh. There's so much funny happening all the time....the funny is everywhere always. We are the starting point of funny...and what I've realised is that we miss the funny when we are moving to quick within consciousness...as like missing the joke/funny because we are always the butt of the joke....because were always at the starting point of funny. When were racing within our minds as consciousness mind systems were on auto pilot and auto pilot is like serious business in the sense that time is money...and consciousness works like a fear pandemic always worried about losing value/profit and so the realms of consciousness thinking are made out to be rational and justified within consciousness automation...but the starting point of consciousness particpations is fear....and the emotional and feeling spectrum is just degrees of fear as like fear formed derivatives on a sliding scale...and wooooooooooooooooow...I mean wow, this is ridiculous.

Funny that it takes one to know one and were always the starting point of it.

Funny that we try to be rational about our emotions when the truth of the matter is our emotions are irrational.

Funny how serious we are about our emotions and feelings within moments of thought possession that we don't realise our stoner behaviour as like the mind fuck we self induced upon ourself as the result of our thinking as the ink that stained us.

Funny how most people don't want to be the butt of the joke when the fact of the matter is,  everyone is the butt of the joke and no one is asshole free...but nobody wants to be an asshole...yet everyone is an asshole...and everyone knows an asshole...and most don't think there an asshole....I mean what a bunch of fucking asshole we are.

There's so much fun and funny available all the time and we fucking miss it when were fucking ourselves in the mind...like mindfucking within consciousness and we become total assholes as we regurgitate our automated thoughts that are fuelled as fear formed derivatives...that oh shit! We missed the funny and brewed some shit..an explosion from our asshole as consequence of mindfucking,..which is brutal because consciousness mind fucking as like emotional reactions and feelings is likehaving to really take a shit but you don't want to stop clenching your asshole because you fear what might come out...and so there's like this crazy ridiculousness happening within you....and on the outside your trying to play everything like it's all good man...no problems here.....and I mean what's so ridiculous about this....is that everyone is playing charades and shit is always soooooooo fucking obvious....the only time shit isnt obvious is when you don't realise what a joke you are...and then, sorry to say it...but, you're a sad joke...as were a tragic comedy when we don't realise our own ridiculousness.

Our shared reality is a tragic comedy.

Come die.....comedy.....come dieing....come dy....cum dye....like a cum stain....a tragic cum stain...lol...comedian...comes dieing...co-medium...like the see'r that see's the truth of me and you....co-median...media con...con media...comedian exposes the media con's and all the fake icons...comedy...ejaculation death....come colour....coulour commentary....picture painter...

A tragic comedy is a cum stain

It's obvious that the global laugh count is way down....like way down...because a lot of bad jokes are being played out on a daily basis....and were mindfucking the shit out of ourselves as we don't realise the irony in how were mining the shit out of the planet...as were being a bunch of fucking assholes in playing out bad jokes over and over again...as consequence of the automated concsiousness mind fucking pandemic...............
The situation here is a real energy crisis and everyone with money is a real energy slut...and everyone without money just wants to be an energy slut.....it's like the dream is to be able to be wasteful....like look at Dubai...I mean what an ass load of diarrhea...the consequences of tooo much asshole fucking...a seriously shitty situation

The initial intent of my writing this blog here today was to make not  of the point that laughter and funny can be used as a point of support in walking process of self realisations and self corrections as utilizing self as the starting point of ridiculousness and seeing the funny within self in all ways ridiculous without judgement....which brings forth holy shit realisations as like aha moments...holy shit...I fucking get it...because I got it...I mean I'm just looking and really examing my shit...and once you understand shit, you can share shit and expose shit and fuck with shit in ways which are best for all Life in accelerating the process of self realisation and self correction....because shit is totally fucked....and were the fuckers that are responsible for creating the best most awesome excellent shit....so that all shit is dignified in all ways and we can actually say Earth is some real heavenly shit...like holy fucking shit.

Talk about a sanitary place to live....nothing but heavenly shit....holy shit that's fucking awesome

Equal Money System is the way through Equal Money Capitalism as an opportunity for capitalism to evolve into some legendary shit which is best for all Life here.  Only a total fucking asshole who doesnt realise the their a total fucking asshole would disagree.....which just means those who know their shit gotta share their shit as like the aha moments as holy fucking shit a World where all Life supported as equality and oneness in living application is totally fucking awesome as like the best shit ever!

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realise and understand myself as a consciousness mind fucking asshole who doesnt see the ridiculousness of my acceptances and allowances as like total shit...unless I slow down and breathe and become aware of the breathing process as the grounding/earthing/birthing process of and as Life birthed from the physical through aha moments of laughter as self realisations as consequence of seeing the laboured ridiculousness and labouring the self corrections as the best eternal shit....as like aha I got it...holy shit that's fucking awesome...shit that can stand the test of time as like the new legendary copperlites/dinosaur like shit.

I realise the ridiculousness of not slowing down and becoming aware of my breathing and enabling laughter as the best medicine for being here as the best consequence for seeing common sense as aha moments of clarity as self expansion and self discovery

When and as I see myself mind fucking within consciousness, I stop and breathe...making sure that I slow the fuck down and take the time to have a laugh at myself as consequence of accepted and allowed ridiculousness as the butt of the joke here as a tragic comedy...LoL..I realise laughter is the best medicine in fostering in developments as what is best for all Life here as aha moments are key and each hold the key to aha I got it I see....cooooooooooooool.

Day 288 Creating a New Wake Up Pattern

So, a little while ago I worte a blog about 21 day natural sleep experimentation. I put the blog series on hold because I wanted to observe my sleeping and waking up from sleep patterns and behaviours.

In examining my waking up from sleeping, I noticed a particular pattern where I accept and allow backchat immiediately and I desire to sleep more...it's been like an automatic reaction upon waking up...as like an, 'ahhhh what time is it....i'm going back to sleep regardless of what time it is" I see that I would use the time reference within my backchat as a reasoning justification to sleep more as like believing it ok for me to get more sleep. I see also that I have been greedy about my sleep as it's become ingrained within myself that I don't like getting up and moving myself about upon first natural waking up experience. I've recognised that upon waking up, I go into this feeling of, "I don't feel like beginning my day yet"...or "I'm not ready yet...just a bit more time".

Recently I have had the fortune or misfortune of "not having to get up immediately" meaning there wasn't an immediate money obligation at the beginning of my day. Within reading my words that I have just written about "not having to get up immediately", I see that my words indicate accepted and allowed abdication of self responsibility of what is best for all Life here. I recognize that I was creating, and accepting and allowing an excuse as reasoning and justification as a way to logically manipulate myself into a behaviour pattern of self interested emotion/feeling indulgences. I also realise the misfortune I created as apparently being fortunate for, "not having to get up immediately"

I forgive  myself for accepting and allowing myself to be influenced and directed by backchat/reaction/emotion in the morning.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire to sleep more.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be greedy about sleep indulgences.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to always indulgence in extra sleep atleast a couple of times after my initial natural wake up in the morning.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to finally begin my day's after accepted and allowed emotional turmoil as backchat greedy self interestetedc desires indulgences for more sleep.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe myself fortunate to have the opportunity to be greedy and selfish in wasting my time by over indulging within sleep.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have been at the mercy of my backchat in the morning.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be disapointed and angry with myself for indulging within my backchat in the morning and choosing to sleep more when I was initially capable and had the opportunity to get up and begin daily living applications of assistance and support here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to experience shame and regret for giving into backchat with regards to the sleep point.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to give into emotional energies with regards to waking up and the desire to sleep more.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to resist the physical self movement in getting up in the morning.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to put on extra weight as consequence of physically weighing myself down as consequence of being greedy in consuming more sleep time than I need and therfore giving into fear energies as like fearing to get going and wake up and actually live.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have been stubborn in really seeing how negligent I have been with regards to sleep in maximizing my time efficiencty here as process of self realisations and self corrections.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realise and understand that utiliziing self forgiveness in the morning when the backchat comes up is a cool motivating force to assist and support me in dropping the weight of excess restraints holding me back from living self expression here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realise and understand the wight of waiting get heavier and heavier and that moving through the resistance of waiting gets more and more physically challenging as conseqeunce of the weight piling on from waiting.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to utilize self forgiveness imediately in my morning rises as a point of self support enhancement as the measns necessary to practically living words.

I realise the self support I am giving to myself by pushing myself to jump up in the morning and begin moving into self forgiveness applications as backchat presents itself.

I realise I am capable and able to say, "till here no further do I accept and allow myself to be greedy with sleep and given into temptation as the desires to over indulge because that's what I feel like doing as consequence of accepting and allowing resistance to waking up and facing myself today.

I realise myself responsibility in waking up and facing myself today.

I realise there is not a moment to waste in process of self application here.

I realise I don't have time to waste indulging within greedy self interested desires.

I realise I am committed to walking process of daily self realisations and self corrections as practical living words as self support life enhancement here as I embrace equality and oneness as the starting point of creation.

I realise the will I am am as the way forward in making a choice/decision as what is best for all Life here and walking the choice/decision as what is best for all Life here.

I realise myself responsibility in sticking to self commitments as a means of living the words integrity and human dignity.

I commit myself to integrating integrity as all ways best.

I commit myself to human dignity as dignified livinng for all Life here.

I commit myself to utilizing the tool of self forgiveness in assisting and supporting myself to kick starting my day.

I commit myself to living words as Life support and assistance here.

I commit myself to creating a new wake up pattern that is in the best interest of Life.



When and as I see myself accepting and allowing myself to think/backchat about giving into temptation/greedy self interest to go back to sleep...I stop and breathe, I jump out of bed and I begin self forgiveness application and self correction as I realise the power of living words.

Day 287 Making the Most of My Time

What does it mean to be making the most of my time?







Realizing that I have opportunity here to walk process of self correction as moving from self interested behavior to learning to act in ways that are always measurable as what is best for all Life here as equality and oneness.

Utilizing the opportunity here within time to practically physically apply self corrections as what is best for all Life here as equality and oneness.

Living words as equality and oneness.

Assisting and supporting the transformation process in bringing forth an Equal Money System.

Understanding everything about the mind.

Equalizing myself with the mind.

Purifying my vocabulary.

Moving through the Desteni I Process as efficiently as possible.

Self Expansion as consequence of practical living equality and oneness as starting point of creation.

Moment to moment management as practical application of self forgiveness and self corrective statements.

Realizing every moment is an opportunity where everything and anything is possible.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have wasted so many moments of time here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear not having enough time to accomplish everything I want to accomplish.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to dwell about time and never having enough time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have existed within and as a greedy relationship towards time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have wasted so minutes in time as consequence of accepting and allowing myself to fear not having enough time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to stress about time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge time and judge myself within time with feelings and emotions as like value indicators of my self worth here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have compromised Life value here as consequence of accepting and allowing Life to be at the mercy of my feelings and emotions in the moment.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to utilize feelings and emotions to direct me as a means of following self interested desires regardless of the consequences.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to neglect the importance of myself here in time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to neglect the magnificence of myself here in time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to limit the importance of myself here in time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to limit the magnificence of myself here in time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be unmotivated in working as hard as I am physically capable of working to bring about a world that is best for all Life here as quick as possible.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to allow myself to delay process of equality and oneness as consequence of not pushing myself as hard as as far as I am capable and able to within every moment of opportunity I am breathing here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realize the gentleness in consistently and constantly giving myself a push to do my best always as living from and as the starting point of equality and oneness as the realization understanding of common sense as what is best for all Life

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be reckless with time as a precious gift given to me here as Life time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to wait in time as like procrastinating on tasks and responsibilities.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be distracted and manipulated by self interested activities.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to resist seeing the importance of effective time management down to the smallest detail.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for wasting my time imagining what I could of done that I didn't do but maybe I would like to do from and as a point of self interest.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to put myself in situations where I am trying to catch up in getting things done in time before time runs out.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to stress about being in a race against time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to disregard the importance of the human race here as like time trials.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realize the urgency of the human race to race towards solutions that are best for all Life here as planet Earth.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to neglect the importance of the human race in assisting and supporting the maintenance and well being of planet Earth.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have not been as specific as possible in making sure I am clear in expressing the importance of time management and efficiency in practical living applications.

I commit myself to making the most of my time.

I commit myself to becoming and living the solution of equality and oneness as time management and efficiency as a practical application of self support and self expansion.


When and as I see myself not making the most of my time, I stop and breathe...I realize the Life opportunity here within time and I make sure to re-align myself to equality and oneness and walk process of establishing equality and oneness in always till it is done and only equality and oneness remain.

Day 286, "Just Living the Dream"

Read, "Creation's Journey to Life day 73: Living the Dream is the Purpose of Life" http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/06/day-73-living-dream-is-purpose-of-life.html

After having read this blog, I recalled how for many years, my go to line and outlook was that, "i'm just living the dream" that the point of me being here was to make sure that I'm always doing fun stuff...so that people could look at my Life and be like,"man, you're life is like an awesome dream,...so cool".

Also, recently I've been questioning my starting point within some applications here...as like,"am I making the decision here from and as the starting point of what's best for all or am I trying to convince/deceive myself into believing that my self interest is what's best for all?

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to resist choosing to immediately examine my Life participations within and as analysing whether I am regarding what is best for all Life here or not.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire to keep the dream alive as self interest.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fuel the drive to keep the dream alive with positive feeling energies as like a self stimulating mind buzz that makes it easy to indulge into imgagination as desired fantasy playout.

forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be lost within dream land.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to battle between physical reality and dream land.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think coming to earth from dream land is difficult.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for being an abuser that doesn't really give a shit about making an impacting difference as what's best for all Life here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think that purposeful living is living the dream as always feeling good.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to manipulate my state of being to becoming high on Life as like always feeling good as chasing and fulfilling desires as like operating from the starting point of, just living the dream.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think that just living the dream is cool and desirable and bad ass like rebllious and smart and the fun thing to do.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be reluctant to letting go of, just living the dream as purposeful living here. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to disregard all Life here in favour for self interested feeling experiences.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become influced by positive feeling energy experiences as like motiviation and inspiration for purposefull living as, 'just living the dream.'

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think jsut one more time will I operate from and and as the starting point of, "just liiving the dream"..."I won't be able to live the dream forever....so might as well take advantgae of the dream while I can."

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realise and understand that operating from and as the starting point of, "just living the dream"...is like taking Life hostage as consequence of accepting and allowing self to be a terrorist in opposition of what is Best for all Life as equality and oneness here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to regard myself as a superior human being who is just smarter and more clever than other human beings and that is why I am fortunate to have chased and fulfiiled desires while most people are slaving away.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to deceive myself into thinking that other people are just losers because they couldn't figure out a way to, "just live the dream and focus of good feelings"

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be an emotional/feeling vampire as like an energy slut as someone who follows and chasers after good feelings and so called cool experiences as like that which people regard as cool and place lots of value wihtin.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to abdicate self empowerment for change as the starting point of what is best for all Life here as consequence of justifying and supporting the attitude of desire fulfillment as, :just living the dream"



I commit myself to further investigate this topic of , "just living the dream"


When and as I see myself about to make a decsion from the starting point of, "just living the dream"...I stop and breathe, I realise the ridiculousness of participating within this manner. I take a moment to look at the abuse as inhumanse suffering that results from the attidue, "just living the dream"

Day 285 Funny Clarifications Like Gay Shit Here

Stupid-Funny is a ridiculously bad joke.

Stupid-Funny is total non sense.

Stupid-Funny is quite popular within society which reflects society as Stupid-Funny.

Stupid-Funny operates on the premise of the more ridiculously stupid the more funny it is.

Stupid-Funny occurs when common sense is lacking or is portrayed to be lacking.

Stupid-Funny is smart-funny because everyone is smart in getting the stupid-funny.

Diversifying Funny is like less and less funny for those who really like stupid funny because everyone gets/connects to stupid funny because everyone knows stupid shit.

You don't really have to be smart to get stupid-funny because there's nothing to get because you already funny, stupid...I mean stupid, funny.....

Trying to be smart is stupid-funny.

Trying real heard to be smart is stupid-funny....like, think hard retard....

Trying to be clever is stupid-funny.

Being clever is stupid funny because the processes involved with being clever is stupid-funny because there's nothing funny about being clever...I mean there's nothing clever about being clever.

If you can see the stupidity that's funny.

Stupid-funny can be a real sensitive thing because the biggest of ego's will be challenged. (again, think hard retard...lol...no don't really..)

Stupid-funny is a smart assed meets dumb assed collision.

Television is stupid-funny.

Stupid-funny is everywhere here on earth.

Stupid-funny is feared here on Earth.

Controlling stupid-funny is serious business.

Stupid-funny is like fucking WOWWWWWWWWWW, REALLY.....are YOU Fucking Serious?

Stupid-funny is like abra ka fucking dabra...holy shit, WOW, Reallyy? fucking fuck that's funny....stupid....but funny....fucking stupid funny.

Stupid-Funny is a great point of interconnectedness amongst all humanity here...because were all so fucking obviously it....and everyone is so fucking funny, it's stupid....like the stupid-funny capabilities and abilities existing here is ridiculously intelligent.

Stupid-funny is founded in human intelligence.

Some of the most intelligent human beings are so ridiculously stupid, it's funny.

Does stupid fuck funny or does funny fuck stupid...either way: stupid-fuck is funny and funny-fuck is funny.

Being Smart is like knowing all of the stupid-funny because you get it because you're the epitome of funny as like the all encompassing funny that when people don't get it, they think you're stupid....because there's a disconnect between funny and stupid......and stupid people don't know there stupid.....and that's why you gotta be smart to understand all the stupid-funny here...because there's a lot of stupid funny here...as it's a dumb ass versus smart ass type of competition going on where the emphasis is on the type of ass in the spelling as how we spell asshole? I mean really were all just a bunch of assholes....maybe we should be referred to as asshole....that's like a holy shit realisation though....and maybe I've said to much and..............wow the suspense as wow really I tell it so, so you know like k now of the now know won k wonk kwno kwon no know ok know,,,lol...I play with the stupid funny....

So much stupid funny to play with it's ridiculously funny....lol

The amount of time it took me to emit the mite to write the me ti of time as the ti me together as the supid-funny as like wow the stupid funny is made out in a way that is not only smart it's clever in the strategy of cunning linguistics to phrase and rephrase the saying so of how we lasso it so with and as ourselves existing here as stupid-funny assholes wow.

King of the castle were all a bunch of fucking assholes.

Go figure were all assholes and the holy whole shit of it all as like the almighty shit as like our final physical hurrah at the moment of death is our physical shit....like holy fucking shit...physicality here is all about us being fucking assholes....fucking Gay

It's stupid funny that gay is projected as a derogatory term in popular western society even though there is gay rights and shit....like gay means happy or dudes fucking in the asshole according to the dictionary....or it can have a total opposite meaning...as like being the most horrible negative thing for a straight male...as like admitting you're a fucking asshole who is afraid to get fucked in the asshole is stupid funny....like its a pretty serious condition....I mean I know....because I have no preference for getting fucked in the asshole.

Is that the Pandora's box of human society? Every Single Human is fucking Gay asshole because were all capable whether it is our preference or not...because the fact of the matter is we all have fucking assholes and we all use our assholes....whether we use our asshole for fucking has been a matter of personal preference...

Perhaps if there was more fucking in the asshole there would be less of a constipation epidemic....and there would be more of a holy shit realisation...as all the shit would be self evident as consequence of all the asshole poking around.....like fuck....rumour has it that the almighty g-spot is in the asshole

Fucking asshole

Stupid-Funny

Fucking Gay Shit Here


Pardon my irritable bowls as I wrote out this raw script like a raw go release upon the porcelain bowl as I pushed myself real hard to get my shit out clear and it's like I was struggling in the beginning but I kept a constant pressure....and than all of as sudden I just erupted with the lyrical gay glow of a true holy shit fucking asshole man as I say I like to play with what I say and I'm just clarifying some of the stupid-funny here as I smart ass my way while dumb assing a show case of ingenuity as the in gene as like the genetics you wanna self replicate as wow the stupid matches the funny which is smart and is beyond any level of intelligence as equality and oneness awesomeness here.....

Fuck,

I know,

I'm an asshole

stupid-funny

lol

get it...

lol

got it

Wow

ridiculous

like crazy ridiculous.....

yup

Day 284 Self Righteous Backchat

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate and believe in self righteous backchat.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become addicted and obsessed with self righteous back chat.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be become consumed with self righteous backchat.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be influenced by self righteous backchat.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire to follow and act/play out self righteous backchat.

I forgive myself for not realising and understanding the process that is required in effectively moving through all programmed dimensions of self righteousness.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to to generate feelings and emotions connected to self righteous backchat.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to justify self righteous backchat as a necessary defense and protection controlled system.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to deny the obvious common sense fact that backchat is rooted in fear as self interest.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realise and understand self intrest as a great illusion that enables a mirage of mindfucking.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fuck with my relationships here and dealing with practical physicality as consequence of accepting and allowing myself to be influenced and directed by backchat.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe in self righteous backchat as justified logical reasoning that seems best.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to logically manipulate myself with self righteous backchat.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to like the energy connected to self righteous backchat as like making me feel a sense of superiroity for the suppressed inadequacy within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to suppress and burry inadequancy within myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to deceive myself and others with backchat particpations.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe there is anything honest about backchat.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to manipulate sharing's of backchat as a means of getting what I want.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to give attention to cerain particular forms of backhcat and therfore consequentially create unnecessary problems for myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to disempower physical stability as consequence of accepting and allowing myself to particpate within backchat.

I realise the ridiculousness of submitting to self righteous backchat.

I realis the ridiculousness of not considering backchat as a form of self righteousness.

I realise self righteousn backchat is not in the best interest og myself here as equality and oeness as what is best for all Life.

I realise the self discipline in letting go of of self righteous backchats as like making a decision to not give into temptations as various self righteous backchats.

I realise the point of self direction in forgiving myself for accepting and allowing myself to wait to release self righteous backchat.

I realise the ridiculousness of holding onto and waiting to deal with and take care of self righteous backchat.

I realise the ridiculousness of letting self righteous backchat brew within the mind.

I reallise the instability that exists as consequences of accepted and allowed self righteous backchat.

I realise my role of self responsibility in letting goof and releasing all points of self righteous backchat.

I realise letting go of all self righteous backchat may seem difficult.

When and as I see myself thinking about backchat as like wheter or not I should follow through with backchat I stop and breathe and I direct myself to forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hold onto point of self interested desires. I realise the ridiculousness of operating from and as a starting point of self interested desires.

When and as I see myself waiting for more backchat to come up within myself as like a reasoning and justification to act in a particular way, I stop and breathe and I realise the ridiculousness of wanting and desiring to operate accoriding to to self righteous backchat. I realise the ridiculousness of pereptuating and fuelling backchat within myself. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to perpetuate self righteous backchat.

When and as I experience myself to be overwhelmed with backchat, I stop and breathe, I forgive myself for accepting and allowing specific backchats and I find the fear root connection and I go into forgiveness on initial fear construct and I realise the ridiculousness of accepting and allowing myself to be influenced and directed by backchat.

When and as I experience dout within myself as consequence of particpating within backchat, I stop and breathe...I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to mind fuck myself with doubt as consequence of accepting and allowing myself to particpate within and as self righteous backchat.